How many times in life do you think you can physically feel your heart break? This evening was one of the strongest chest pains ever. Life is so fucking unfair and I feel like going back for a reshuffle.

As I’ve mentioned I’m having issues getting Séamus to school. The rushes are blessed with very reactive stomachs and obviously this is one trait Séamus got too. When we are stressed or worried we get such upset stomachs you’d swear it was food poisoning or the bad dose (doing the rounds). But no we are internalizing everything until we make ourselves physically sick. The problem … Continue reading How many times in life do you think you can physically feel your heart break? This evening was one of the strongest chest pains ever. Life is so fucking unfair and I feel like going back for a reshuffle.

Happy Friday Everyone…I won’t lie, I struggle to tell the difference it’s been that long since I was in working.

Firstly just a reminder to check your bits, women your boobs, glands… Boys your penis and balls (not sure how I feel about typing that .. that’s the catholic school girl in me ). Stay on top of the smears, bowel checks, mammograms, colposcopes and any other tests going. They help. Yes I know nothing is perfect but as tesco says would say every little … Continue reading Happy Friday Everyone…I won’t lie, I struggle to tell the difference it’s been that long since I was in working.

Introducing the new me and what I would tell the pre cancer me

It’s been a couple of months since my last post, when I shared the good news the treatment for my cervical cancer had worked and I was clear from cancer. It’s a weird one.. I need to be absolutely delighted to be cancer free when in fact I don’t think I fully processed getting the cancer diagnosis or the fact that I lived away from … Continue reading Introducing the new me and what I would tell the pre cancer me